Time is in the middle of the night, and I couldn’t sleep with my thoughts. I would like to remark on my thoughts on my blog…I need to leave from here soon. In my life, the end of an experience is near.



In last days, I felt really bad because I’m afraid of my life after EVS. But I felt it time after time; when I was graduated from university; I couldn’t find job long time. Time was economic crisis. My life had collapsed around me; I've worked myself into exhaustion. And I knew that I hadn’t to behind the times. And I knew that I’m the creator of your own future. But all of this happened because of knowing how to develop my personality.


And everybody all guides themselves by exactly the same laws. I know that I’m not only one.

The simplest way for me to look at EVS, it’s about personal developing.


We made good time between something and everything. All we wanted to do was to share this opportunity with potential EVS volunteers, and especially young unemployment people in Europe. From this point of view, we tried to make up for lost time in our EVS life. We record people alive today who know EVS. Our aim was that exchanging of opinions, and introducing of EVS, inspiring about it. First of all, no one even understands what our aim is. Even though I try hard, I couldn't change it. And some of them often, at times when they begin to understand our aim, they didn’t change stereotypes of thought that they have.

And we were impression that it wasn’t enough for us. So, we wrote our own project for EU. Please, think of us as we’re from non-EU country. It was our dream. And it’s still dream. Last days, some situations dashed our hopes. Here's the problem: we absolutely don’t know our way to dream. But I know that one day, someone will start correspond with us about our ideas.

Now, I need a good sleep for start out having a good day…

Hoşçakalın.