One day, as I was walking through Slovenian cemetery; I realized that time and also life is worthy. It only happens a few times. I don’t know why but it occurred to me there. It was interesting. I thought that we don’t have enough time for procrastinating. We have only one life.

And I realized that I spent the last four months away from most of my habits. TV, newspapers, sings and also culture were in a different language, I didn’t understand it. There was nothing to say, there was nothing to buy, no international advertisements in anywhere. It could have seemed like boredom at first time. My thoughts didn’t like it was at rest free from the consuming frenzy.

'You'll never find rainbows if you’re looking down.' Charlie Chaplin

After boredom, I felt so peaceful inside. It took me a while to understand why I felt so different. Because of no strange urge to be somewhere else. Because of no talk never-ending political troubles about how the world was falling to pieces.  I had thinking ideas I’d never thought of before.

Then I woke up, and I was changing most of my habits. So relieved… 

So I when I look at own my life, I have to admit that I’ve never been around a different thoughts. Now, I understood that EVS is about personal developing. We all see the world through our own tiny keyhole, right?

So I decided what I really wanted to was to find things that could be fixed and try to fix them.

Grace Jones - La Vie En Rose: